Who would’ve known it was going to end like this? It still doesn’t feel real yet. I mean, your missing presence was definitely detected once I walked into the house but I still can’t believe that you’re gone forever. I still can’t believe that we’re here in LA for your funeral. I still can’t believe that I just saw you a month ago and now, I won’t ever see you again. Life is too fragile. How scary that being alive the next day, next week, next month isn’t a guarantee. I miss you. This is the first closest brush with death for me and they say the first cut is the deepest right? Well let’s just hope this gets easier then. Wherever you are, please watch over DBB. I’m so heartbroken every time he talks about you and how he can’t sleep at night. In seven hours I’ll be awake to get ready to see you for the last time.
